Homily Second Sunday
of Ordinary Time Cycle A Jan 19, 2020
I am impressed
with John the Baptist. Twice in our
fairly short Gospel John confesses his ignorance. John states, “I did not know him.” This is, I think, quite surprising. It certainly was surprising to John. He confesses, “I did not know him, but the
reason why I came baptizing with water was that he might be made known to
Israel.”
So if anybody
was going to know Jesus, it should have been John the Baptist. But until John saw the Holy Spirit come down
and remain on Jesus, John did not know Him.
John may have
seen the Holy Spirit come down and remain on Jesus, but what was really
happening, I think, is that the Holy Spirit came down on JOHN, so that John’s
eyes and heart and soul were opened, so that John was able to see that Jesus is
the Anointed One, the Lamb of God, the Savior.
But what else
should we have expected? Faith is a
gift. We don’t deserve Faith. We don’t accomplish Faith. We don’t earn Faith. Faith is a gift.
And so it was
for John the Baptist. The Holy Spirit
had to open John’s eyes. He could not
perceive it on his own.
And the same
is true for us. I may be a baptized and
confirmed Catholic, went to 9 years of Catholic Grade School, four years of
Catholic High School taught by the Brothers of Mary, have a Master of Arts degree
in Theology from The Catholic University of America, be ordained a priest for
over 40 years and even a pastor, but that does not, thereby, mean I know
Jesus. It means I know a lot ABOUT
Jesus. Knowing Jesus, and knowing ABOUT
Jesus, are not the same.
And it is also
true for you. You may be a faithful Catholic
with all your Sacraments, years of religious education and years of faithfully attending
Mass, and you may know a great deal ABOUT Jesus, but that is not the same as
KNOWING Jesus.
KNOWING Jesus
is a gift. A gift of the Holy
Spirit. Knowing a lot ABOUT Jesus
doesn’t help. Sometimes it can even get in the way. Someone with a PhD. in Theology is not
necessarily any holier, or any closer to Jesus, than someone whose religious
education ended with First Communion.
So what should
we do? I think John the Baptist gives us
a good example. First of all, we
need to admit that we do not know Jesus.
At least we do not know Jesus completely or well. We need to stop thinking that because we know
a lot ABOUT Jesus we therefore know Jesus.
Like John the
Baptist we need to open our hearts and our minds to the gift of the Holy Spirit
so that our eyes are open to see. To
really see Jesus. Most likely in places
we did not expect: in places that are simple and everyday and commonplace and
even boring. // In places of loss and sorrow and defeat. // In places that are odd, or strange, or weird.
// In the faces of loved ones, and in the faces of enemies.
But first,
like John the Baptist, we have to let go of our self-assurance, of our sense
that we have Jesus figured out, that we know how God is going to act in
Jesus.
We need to
say, fully and deeply and completely, “I did not know Him.” And thereby open space in our hearts for the
Holy Spirit to introduce us to Jesus, so that we might truly know Him.
God bless!